Pintando un destino

Llega un momento en que analizas que has hecho bien o que has hecho mal, que no hiciste, o que puedes hacer, un hombre no es el que no se equivoca, si no el que sabe cuando lo hace y busca resolverlo.

Quizás no he sido el mejor pretendiente, quizás no he sido el más sabio, ni el más listo, quizás mi falta de entendimiento me ha hecho tomar acciones que aparentan ser estúpidas, quizás, quizás.....

Lo que tengo claro es que el clavo arde más y más, y entre más tiempo pasa, más duele la herida, no comprendes por qué no cree en tus sentimientos, o qué puedes hacer para demostrarle que son genuinos.

Quizás no he podido interpretar tus gestos, tal vez me faltó entender de que como mujer pretendas mantener una posición conservadora en que no quieras aparentar ser demasiado interesada y que el hombre es quien tenga que buscar, pero quizás también tu posición conservadora lo que hizo fue mandar mensajes erróneos, que provocaron mis acciones erráticas.

No quiero llorar por el pasado, el pasado quiero que quede atrás, porque cada día que pasa siento que mis sentimientos hacia tí son más fuertes, cada día que pasa me siento más miserable ante la posibilidad de haberte lastimado sin querer, cada día que pasa me pregunto cómo hubiera sido si te tuviera conmigo, cada día que pasa deseo más que tu sonrisa regrese, que tus ojos ya no expresen tristeza y poder compartir contigo.

Nuestros momentos juntos han sido muy breves, demasiados para mi parecer, ya que muchas veces son ciertamente fugaces que me han impedido a mí tomar las acciones correctas y no dejar pasar tanto tiempo.

Pero la vida me dice que no debo dejarte ir, sé que esperabas más de mí, pero solo necesito que abras tu corazón para poderte corresponder como te mereces, quiero merecerte y hacerte felíz, quiero que dejes de ser un amor platónico y te vuelvas en uno verdadero, quiero que perdones lo que hice o no hice, quiero que nos demos la oportunidad de hacer lo que siempre quisimos, pero que no hemos hecho por situaciones que aún no comprendo.

Quiero quererte como nadie te ha querido, y que seas para mí la mujer de toda mi vida.

Believe......... or not believe?

Much countries in the world say "I believe in the democracy, liberty and peace" when all is pure hypocrisy, the human search to limit the liberty of the people, and usually sold how democracy really an electoral act, ALL IS LIE.

Another say, what they are defendants of the Human Rights, when practice repression against the people and prohibit the free manifestation, in Libya case, we can watch the hypocresy, the NATO says that defends the human rights of libyans when they make a bloody war, then in really is a coup against Gadaffi.

Is illogic say we defends the human rights when explodes bombs and kill innocent people for the only ambition OIL.

All says what their objective is the combat against the hungry, when the majority part of the planet, suffer hungry, talks about the children, when much have hungry, haven't education, work in early age, they're exploited, suffer sexual violence, and used how puppet for the politics.

The developed countries presumes their money, when in this countries many people live in the poverty, suffer economical crisis, and poor, spend the money in wars.

Many people say, about the ecological situation of the planet, when uses cars and eject pollution.

Many say shut down our cellphone for one hour, by the Planet Hour, when they have many cellphones.

Almost people enter in moralist profiles of Facebook, and follow the campaigns, but in other side, DO NOTHING in the real life.

Almost people think, they're with God because, assists to the church, when the church not come with their, only go to the church isn't guaranty of the eternal life.

Other people say love for the neighbor when, they in a few minutes insult another person, or supports coups and wars.

I'll never understand the people, says one thing and do the opposite.

The Lost Canvas

Every woman wanna be treated with much love, because the flavor is so special of be loved is how the wine, a woman doesn't love per love prefers a feeling knows very well that if the lie to the heart the suffering is bigger.

Every man wanna be with the woman of his dreams, you should to believe in your heart and express to the woman how much do you love.

The love is complicated, we never will understand it, everybody had chosen their way, and you must to be sincere, without this is impossible for you accomplish your mission.

The love is how a mountains, you always climb and climb, it's so difficult, but the reward is bigger, logically you tried to choose the correct woman, if you don't do this, only spend your time.

If do you wanna go only for a carnal passion, is your election, but I think is so empty, only spend time, and maybe you enjoy the pleasure, will come the time when you'll need much more, a emotional connection, a partner, a friend, a woman what loves you, the beauty will finnish in years, and when it will happen what now?, you see the aspects what you never see when you are young, because when you are young, never think in the future.

Don't allow what the custom destroy something so marvelous, and difficult to find, think what your couple, would be your another half of the orange, clear, if you have bad experience, maybe is better a time alone.

Our society is materialist, and very sexual, this makes what the highest levels of divorces, you should be mature, remember, nothing is forever, but you must to fight for your happiness.